All for the love of what? The thought of speaking frankly in front of children and taking dreams to the river all bundled up with a blanket of hope. Yet, the hands are dealt precisely and accordingly to the way you get them. Jump on a train for free and pay later that year. Ask the questions over and over; the whos the whats the whens the wheres the hows? The hows? is like a filter through the brain gripping the easy answers and wondering, is that it? Here? NOw? but I already knew that! You may say...and it's only the obvious that reveals itself just to make you even crazier. endless endless endless

We met under one star/ shaped like a state
injury of the mouth/ I couldn't say anything
my thoughts hard to grasp/ did I attract
because of our stances we couldn't completely connect

Confidence could've revealed many words
but with hesitance I waited/ too long
followed by days of regret/ why
I haven't forgot those kind of looks
I'm learning what they mean

Sorry for my silence/ sometimes it's understood
that line I couldn't cross/ until the moment that never came
a wall of good blood/ protecting
a heart that needs a body
a souls been misdirected
and little you with a question/ like me

-L.D.M.